Monday, April 30, 2007

I'm neglecting my blog, but then again, SM and SY also.
Hehe.

Anyway, been really busy for the mag production and I'm glad it's almost over.
It's a little late this month though but even so, 99% done plus and ad not in yet.
I leave the office like 8+, 9pm, practically everyday since I've got the keys.
Now, I can finally relax a bit before another production starting soon.

I've gotten my first full pay and like a quarter or a third gone into his pocket.
That's for overspending last month.
Haha.
I just want to make it a point that I spend my own money than to let him pamper me too much.
Not good, not good.

Yesterday was our 3rd year 2nd month anniversary and I bought him a Burberry Summer perfume.
I like it's fresh and sporty scent, not forgetting manly.
It's a limited ed one and the lady say it'll be for sale until all sold out and never come again.
SO NICE LAH.
And, I got myself Salvatore Ferragamo's Incanto Shine!
I'm loving that scent now lah and got it's body lotion in the package.
:D
AND I get to get a free 30ml and 2 miniature Burberry's perfume and 1 miniature of Ferragamo's Incanto Charms!

And I'm totally loving Chanel's Rouge Allure lipstick.
It feels good wearing it, smooth and moist.
Highly recommended!
Shiseido's concealer is great too.
I'm glad I've found something more suitable and better.

And so my new addict goes to......
AX for clothes!
I just got another nice tube from there.
I'm loving WHITE colour!!!
And I got an Adidas white top XS size and I think I needa exchange it for S size cos it's way too tight.
I hope they'll allow me to exchange cos 30 days trial.
Haha.
Die, scully I grew more meat that's why.
HUR.

And he happily bought a Polo RL top with the money I returned him.
Happily lor.

WHERE'S MY TREXI, HUH?!

SY SY SY SY, he copydog! LOL!

Anyway, super indulgence recently.
FERRAGAMO!
CHANEL!
AX!
BURBERRY!
POLO RL!

Whatelse...

I can't remember.
Just getting the high of being a shopping queen again after so much stress from work lah.

I WANT KBOX!
I just feel like singing.
Haha.
I want buddy buddy and DDR again!

Pics up next.
Not much.
Just for fun.
When I free again lah.

HAPPY LABOUR DAY EVE, bumble bees! :D


@ 5:52 PM


Sunday, April 15, 2007






@ 11:48 PM




Seriously.
I'm shopping away everyday.
This is bad, for my pocket.
Happily I know.
Tsk tsk.

New in my shopping bags:
On yester-yesterday
- Some note/sketch books and pens from Pageone
- Cleo mag

Then we window shopped in Vivo, managed to resist the temptations to buy, and yesterday too.
But he made me buy them all today lah.

- AX white polo top
- Mango white half leggings (I've got the black one earlier)
- Lancome foundation (finally)
- Garnier face wash stuffs (switched from Dior to Shiseido, to Witch and now...)

I think my face will rot if I'm not used to it lah. Witch was good enough for me but Garnier even cheaper.
See how budget I am now?
Just to make up for what I've spent.
=X

He was showing off to me how he can keep drinking at Starbucks every other day and had only spent a fraction of his allowance.
TSK!
Cos' he working and spent lesser and didn't shop for himself this whole month.
He's busy shopping for my stuffs too.
He's gonna spoil me bad man.
But I love him. :)

The AX top. :D




@ 10:42 PM


Thursday, April 12, 2007

I love shopping!
But I really have more control now and not end up buying things/clothes/etc which I would only end up using once or twice and become antiques.
Yup.

In my shopping bag:
- Mango short white denim skirt
- Mango striped short shorts
- Mango half plain leggings
- A 'chio' simple cardholder from Takashimaya SC
(Cause I've got my company namecards already! :D)

I'm still hunting for pretty stuffs out there.
Credit for being able to shop when I'm so broke goes to my HONEY!
LOL.
My interest-free 'credit card'.

Anyway, he's been giving me so many chocolate fondants which I ate like 2 pieces a day.
It's super sinful till my throat is screaming for me to better stop downing more.
Plus, my favourite Tiramisu, and also Cheesecake sticks, and cream puffs...
Oh my, how unhealthy and I'm really consuming these everyday since last week I think.
And yes I needa grow some fats but think before that I'll die of diabetes/etc man.
Haha.

As for my work, the load is getting heavier, still handling it.
And it's gonna be my first time doing a straight ten-pages feature. *face turns pale*
Well, I needa be doing it anyway all by myself from next month.
I think I'll cry and die of brain dead, blah blahs.
Right.

Tomorrow is the last day for the interns.
How fast time passes.
One girl down in the office and left 2.
The Yings and the Yangs are not balance lah.
My Mentor/Snr. Designer leaving soon.
HURHUR!
So sad and feeling the responsibility getting so big.
Sigh.
But true, he's can fly higher than to fly with the rest.
I wish him luck and I think I'll have to bug him for a while with all my doubts lah.

Right.
My eyelids feels so heavy.
Tsk.

TGIF!!!


@ 11:37 PM


Tuesday, April 10, 2007

Before I post more pictures, I really need to let my out anger and utter disappointment a little so bear with me my friends.
I'll be alright after this.

A little bit of update on my weekends, I met up with the same bunch of kakis again after Good Friday, on Saturday.
We had dinner at Far East Plaza's Sakura and later walked to Cineleisure and get a drink and bite at the HK Cafe.
My Sunday was spend as a me-time.
I stayed home the whole day and was totally stressed out by my work and dreading the coming Monday.

So, Monday had just passed, and I ain't too blue.
I finally get to play Nintendo Wii!
It's fun I must say though I'm a little lagging and only played it today when the console was sitting in the office for so long since I had my internship lah.
I can consider getting one when the price drop and also that when it's officially launch in S'pore I guess.
Nah, maybe I have too many things on my shopping list to own one yet then.
Haha.
Now, PS3, am still waiting for the 'mod' version probably.
So, wait long long.

And I came home to be upset and and all angered and greatly disappointed.

I hate it.
I'm good as dead from now on.
I rather be.
They've lost a daughter and another doesn't make them, especially HIM, to wake up from his miserable doings.
I'm really tired of caring so much.
Before I can even do what I planned to, I guess, too bad, they don't cherish anything I/we do.
They really go over my limit already so many times and they still do.
To this extent, I give up.
I surrender.
REALLY.
I just hope they/HE can think, but I can only say, too late.
I wish it wasn't too late but my wishes never come true.
Too bad.
I tried.
Let go.
Am not needed.
Even when I'm their only sensible daughter, they want to drive me to my limit.
All they bug me everyday were to ask me contact my Sis.
My Sis my Sis.
I love her.
They drove her away.
I REALISED.
SAD to say.
Now, they want to take back what's lost, not regret and be better and cherish, NOT!
Same goes to me I guess.
I hate it to case closed this way.
I'm forced to my limit.
Or do you think I can choose not to end it so bad?
My limit is really LIMIT.
I can choose but really to the extent that I choose the last resort.
I HATE IT!
Cos I don't wish to!
I've said all I want to and I'm half voiceless already.
I just wanna scream till I lost my voice and be unheard and be gone lah.
Anyway I've been just another girl living with them since secondary?
Not daughter.
And yah, I can't judge them like that, it's not fair.
But I've almost never felt like there's a family ever since my Sis changed.
Then I realised I wronged her too for changing.
She has her own stories and stories in front of me that I fail to see it when they happened last time.
Now, the closest blood-relation, my Sis, is someone I want to turn to so badly when it comes to family matters.
But I don't get the chance.
Thanks to them, especially HIM.
I love my Mum, and I don't know how long more she can be around.
Really.
But sh*t happens.
THANKS TO HIM.
He broke this family up, crashed all the shattered pieces and left with dust.
Dust goes with the wind and he should be damn happy.
Call up grands and talk crap and be brainwashed and makes things worse for everyone.
Bloody F***!
I hate every relatives on his side.
They don't help but add nonsense and crap which he bloody listen like they're god.
See the bloody reason.
No money still can buy 'hope' every week and when there isn't any sudden windfall, make noise and scold and blame everyone and everything(living or non-living).
Thanks.
SG Pool never force him to buy.
Lucky thing is that I don't have anymore school fee to pay already.
Sis can't study because of this and HIM and those evils relatives' nonsense!
Believe it or not.
I'VE GOT SO MUCH TO SAY, SO MANY STORIES TO TELL.
I can't stand it anymore, seriously.

I GIVE UP ON HIM!
SERIOUSLY.

I GIVE UP!


@ 12:22 AM


Sunday, April 08, 2007

MORE UPDATES! PART 2
(from whatever pics I have for now)






At Sentosa, on the way back to Vivo, dinner at Vivo...
I spent time doing all this k.
There are too many pictures and I decided to collage them in parts.
Yups.

I actually wanted to caption every single pics but I know I'll DIE doing that!
LOL.
So, at least I made some effort to put them altogether nicely as possible.
And these are just pics from my 6280 only can.

Imagine more pics from the digi cams?

FUN! :D





@ 3:25 AM


Saturday, April 07, 2007

UPDATE PART 1


These are some pictures we took while shopping. :D
The one where I'm holding the heels, I was deciding whether I should get the flipflops.
After that we went to Coffe Bean to chill but I realise there ain't enough space on the canvas that I'm working on so I'm lazy to show all.
The photo with his reflection on the mirror is one that I like most. :D
Yuppies!

MORE COMING UP...


@ 5:18 PM




OMG OMG OMG!!!
SENTOSA OUTING ON GOOD FRIDAY WITH THE GIRLS!
LOL :D

Anyway my blog is starting to be like SY's, collecting spidey webs when I have to work from Monday to Friday, and even on weekends and whenever I reach home.
SO STRESS LAH!
It's mainly because of the major revamp thingie and the fact that I'll be the only designer working like really soon.
S.T.R.E.S.S.
That spells my worklife.
Yea.

Heehee.
So, we went to Sentosa today(or rather yesterday).
It's was not like the usual tanning activities.
We were like tourist touring around the fresh new look of Sentosa and taking pictures away!
One of SY's SD card is with me and I realise, not alot of pictures leh!!!
So...
The rest of the pictures took with her camera, *ahem*, is with SY.
Which means we might just have to wait for more nice pictures from the bumble bee(busy SY).
Heehee.

And I was like trying to be some artistic paparazzi, taking natural and nice shots of them with my cracked screen 6280.
Whahaha!
I enjoy being a 'paparazzi' man. LOL.
So fun.

Then in the evening after returning to Vivo, me SY and PQ had to leave and before that, I joined SM and Ade for dinner, eating the Kolo Mee.
It's quite nice, not the original meepok kinda taste.
Haha.
Then I met him after 8pm, still at Vivo.

Me and him went SHOPPING!!!
I'm so happy.
A happy Good Friday this year. :)
And he bought me 2 tops from BEBE leh!!!
Imagine how happy I am?
And he lend me money to buy a pair of the NUM heels, yes, again.
LOL.
I won't let him buy footwears for me de.
I'm superstitious. Haha.

Then we walked around a bit.
He was having so good hair day and which means he's in good mood, and he's more enthusiastic to take pictures.
So, snap, snap, snap...

Tonnes of pictures lah!

AND, now I'm deciding to do some nice photos gallery in my next post of pics taken in a day.
But SY still got some of them with her!
So, WATCH OUT for my next pictorial-ish post!

:DDD


@ 1:27 AM


Sunday, April 01, 2007

Yesterday was Sis' chinese birthday so we had a cake for her.
Oops!
I think we forgot to sing her a birthday song!
Oh no.
Oh well.
Haha.

And I went down to PS to collect my contact lens and walked all the way down to Taka to find him and waited for him to knock off.
He actually wanted to go West Coast for the nasi lemak but decided to go Vilage at Heeren instead.
We had the crepes, pizza and a mango juice which I told him not to buy cos it won't quench his thirst.

I wasn't very hungry but the food seems very nice.
Haha.
Or maybe I was still not full after eating at home.
Yea.
So after dinner we walked down to Dhoby Ghaut and go home from there.


@ 7:07 PM